Help me see the light at end of the tunnel

(I apologize for not including my personal photo)

Hello!

Before I ask for your funding, I should tell my story about myself a little bit.

I think that is the least thing I could do..

My name is Shin. It's my last name but much easy to call since my name is hard to pronounce..^^;

I'm from South Korea, I was born at South Korea and have 2 siblings who are younger than me.

I can say for sure where I was raised because when I was a child I lived at one of the country from south east asia. But after grew up a little bit went to school at South korea and live with My mother side grandparent's house.

The details of the story could bore you and will sound childish I bring this up at my age at 30..^^;

We live at one of the South East Asian Country because our father brought us there because my father wanted to fix things. But Our mother left him and left us to him when they were trying to work it out. In the process our father left again and left us with foreign stepmother and we had to go to school, work and live illegally there for almost 14 years.

but eventually had to comeback to South korea. We start with almost nothing since we weren't making lots of money when we worked at South east asia and the currency differences made what we had was really small amount. Of course we don't have anyone (friends, relatives / families ) who lives in here to help us.

Eventually we received few helps from goverment at start and could get a job and work. Able to live day by day.

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The reason I made this campaign is to get some help fix things because I think I need more than miracles to fix my life and my siblings. I have found a friend when I lived at South East Asia which became my girlfriend. We have known each other for long time but I can't say we are about to marry since My life is so messed up. Good thing is that my brother and sister have found someone in their life. The bad thing is I don't think or can't see how are we going to fund the marriage even after several years.

The wages are not high at here and we didn't go to college at such a high standard required country called South Korea. Even peoples I know from previous work places are working with really low salary after went to college. Minimum wage is really a joke since after the tax arouind 9% is not much.

I started open my own business online recently because can't bear how employees are treated including me from customer and work place and of course with the salary too.

So I decided to open my own small business with almost no fund except for things I already had with debts.

while hoping that my business will work out somehow and I saw that there's many kinds of program from goverment that supports business beginners. Which not going so well, since it's not booming and all the supports "seemed" could help is more like big lie ( i try not to curse).

Even though I was qualified to apply but more like apply for job (??) since the money they offer is limited and only pick the ones are doing well or already rich.

Thank fully I started to have 1 customer, But realiticly I will have far journey to go and I don't think anyone or anything will wait for me especially time.

I was about to lose all my fake hopes that I was holding, I have seizure condition that require me to drink medicine day and night. (even this medicines I got it few months ago because even after I got to the hospital while having several seizure incident they don't want to check unless I need to have a MRA which is expensive and I can't affort to)

Since child I started think pessimistically because the promises are not kept and bad things happen one after another.

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WIth your gereous support It could open a new path and possibilities.

I could make a bigger scale of business.

Giving me real hope I need in this life to go on and make me do the same for other peoples who needs help. I might be not able to help all the peoples in the world but I think by helping peoples and make them realize something could inspire them to help others as well.

You could think that helping other peoples that are more unfortunate than me.

Then I can't argue with that.

But If you kind enough and help me, It will mean lot to me.

And we could make some bond as friend as well. (not romantically..XD)

As friend which could meet in the future. Even though we meet in this way, every bond is bond right..?

I can't give you anything at this moment but later I could buy you lunch and show you around.

(I'm still not familiar with most area but I will try..😁)

I thank you for reading this long article..^^;

And I wish you will have healthy and nice life.