Help me secure a future

YHi, my name is Khomotso Sebopetsa and I am an undergraduate Industrial Engineering student who was excluded from my academics 2 years ago and I have served my 2 year ban looking to go back to school and finish the remaining subjects I am left with which is 2 to be exact. In 2012 I opted to go to cape town in search of a job in the beginning of the year instead of going back to school because something didn't feel right with my body, 4 months later just a week beforegood Friday I was hospitalized and diagnosed with type 2 diabetes. I made an attempt to take back control of my life by going back to school before I had tried to understand my condition and that resulted with me being given notification @ the end of the year that I had to take a break and in the last 2 years I've had to do odd jobs like working @ car wash, salon and other stuff because the people that I depend on have lost all hope in me and are neither able or willing to keep supporting me so essentially I am on my own even though I stay with my parents. I've been told that it all gets better overtime but so far everything seems to be going against me. I've tried getting a job countless times even long before I was diagnosed and passed everything but the medical so you can imagine how frustrating it is for me now. I am not totally useless because I do or rather I am an industrial engineer I just don't have the money to start a project and maintain it. Right now what I do is I create social events and corporate social responsibility products but it is hard to sell a product to people when no1 hasheard of you or your work and my pproducts really are engaging. In my country people do 67 minutes of CSR in memory of the late great Nelson Mandela and personally I think that's not enough so I have designed a tribute project where people perform karaoke of their favorite songs for for an awareness campaign of their choice and make a mash-up movie to raise funds for charity sort of like a very low budget glee but effective in getting the message across but no1 will invest in something they don't understand so I'm stuck in 1 place having to watch myself gradually deteriorate and stress.. If you can please help me I think I've said a lot even though most of it won't make any sense. Well I hope the video I posted on helps clarify things about my intentions