Tl;dr: New "president," his policies and his followers are making me fear for my life. Please help.
EDIT: I've decided to change the goal for something more realistic. If I can get my travel documents organized I already be more than happy, whatever else comes above it will come to good use.
As many of you might know, Brazil has just elected a racist, misogynistic and homophobic excuse of a man for president.
A man who said he was going to shut down congress and establish a dictatorial regime in his first week of government.
A man who said there was no risk of his sons marrying a black woman because they were well educated.
A man who said, inside the National Congress, that his female colleague didn't even deserve to be raped because she was too ugly. Who inside the exact same Congress praised our then president's torturer during the military dictatorship of the 60's, and said that the military killed "too little" during their time in power.
A man whose followers beat up gay people, people wearing red just by the association with communism, who carved a swastika on the stomach of a lesbian girl, killed a non-binary militant, and threatened with guns people of the rival party the day the elections happened.
Despite all of that, he was elected. The year barely has ten days and he has already excluded LGBTQ+ people like myself from the bill of rights, put at risk the living areas of indigenous peoples and slave descendants, that is already, metaphorically, burning books by removing any so called "leftist" content from public schools and universities and who has already set up future school books to contain nothing about diversity or violence against women.
My personal situation could have been worst, but it isn't easy either. I'm a bi-sexual, but don't live openly due to psychological trauma. Through much therapy, I was working it out, but then all of this happened and I went back to being afraid of being me. I'm called a dyke under my neighbors' breaths every day, and was once, by a man holding onto his genitals, threatened with rape with the words "you're only a dyke because you don't know what a man is."
I also live in a high risk area and, while a shootout or two happened every year, we had now five since the year started, all because the new "president" announced more relaxed rules on gun control, so they basically think they are entitled to solve everything with bullets right now. A friend of mine, gay, got beaten up with the thugs screaming the "president's" name in the middle of it. Another friend, a trans girl, was raped. I fear for the day I'll be next.
I feel helpless. I just don't know what to do. So I'm asking your help to start anew in a new country, yet to be decided, but likely to be Germany or Canada due to ease on getting a self-employed visa.
Thank you very much if you've read this far. I truly appreciate it.