Help me realize my dream

Hello, my name is Dmitry Frolov, I have been dreaming about a new good computer for a long time, but I can not afford it because of problems in the family. Since my birth, I only had a mother, and only she worked to feed us, and she was very hard, and now she is retired and does not work due to a heart attack, unfortunately. because of her studies, I do not I can get a job. I want to become a developer of computer games, I want to create a 3d game but my computer is very weak for developing such games, I made my first 2d game and put it in the Steam but unfortunately this game came out badly for me.

I would like you to help me collect the right amount of money to buy a computer.