Help me reach my dream. (Music)

Hello everyone! My name is Adam. I'm a Turk who was born and raised in England until the age of 15, but then my life took a downward spiral. I was sent to Turkey to live with my father but he was never there for me, I had a hard time in school and obviously a culture shock and albeit years of depression. I am now 23 years of age, residing in an empty apartment with only a sofa to sleep on, in dept to the bank by 2500 TL

No fridge to store food, no friends or family close to comfort me, and no jobs to keep me occupied. A few years back I discovered my purpose and my passion. I love music, I love making music and my only dream is to be able to produce music that people can listen to and enjoy all over the world. Music is a universal language, it speaks for itself and everyone can understand it with all the emotions it bears within. I started producing 4 years ago, and have certainly gotten to the point that I want to do this until I die, and be able to make a living out of it.

All I need is the green light, a little push or nudge if you will, to help me start off on my journey to the music industry. I need equipment to set up a home studio and start recording professionally to be able to sell my music. But I don't have the means to be able to start, I have a deadbeat father, my mother is in Portugal and can only help so much. I live off of 32$ dollars a week, and honestly I can't even call this living. I want a change, a change for good once in my life. The jobs here aren't enough to be able to accomplish my goal and set up a studio, the money you earn goes straight to tax, home bills and groceries, and you have nothing left to spend for leisurely activities/goals. Please help me, I want to be a productive person for society, in the way that I know I can do best. Every penny counts, I will be forever grateful.