Help me reach my dream :)

I'm a nursing by profession and for everyday of my life, I'm looking for something.. something that will complete me. This time, I would like to pursue my dream to study again. I'm unemployed now because I have a baby. I can't ask my boyfriend to fund me because he's supporting our needs. I can't also ask my parents because they're already retired and I still have siblings they need to take care of. I'm trying my best to get an online job and look for other things that would help me to raise money and study again (fashion industry). My love ones doesnt agree much about my decision and look it as not really a good career for me and they just want to pursue my nursing profession. I want to live boldly because we only live once. As they say, everybody dies but not everyone lives. I hope you can help me out. I still believe in humanity. Godbless us always. Thank you so much!