Hi. I know everybody has a porblem.. and i know other people have bigger problems than hair loosing.. I understand that. For me this is the biggest problem in my life, that's why i don't have self-confidence, and that's why I'm a nobody.. thas why i don't have a girlfriend.. im 32.. i should have been married and have children already, but I don't have :( Maybe i will die alone.. :,( Who never had a problem like this, never going to understand how worse can be this for me... I also have OCD , so it's very hard to fight against .. I tried to accept that i losing my hair, but cant.. i feel im ugly, I'm the ugliest... i know I'm not, but... i feel. I also have big nose, and i hate other things is myself.. but the worse is my hair. That's what ruined my life... I want to be happy, i want to live, but because of the depression of my hair loosing.. i cant... Sometimes i just want to die... i know its overreacted.. but it's happening.. sometimes i just cry when i see myself in the mirror. Once i broke a mirror with hand... I almost always wear a baseball hat... its not a good solution. Sometimes i use hair fibers.. but it, not a solution anymore.. and also itchy sometimes.. after 2days its looks like a pile of sh*t.
I saving money for while for hair transplant.. (years) But now i asked some clinics.. they told me i need more than on surgery.. and maybe that's not going to enough.. and i have to wait 6 months or 1-year depend on clinics.. And i will loose my few hairs what i have, so i need a lot, and my donor area is not the best. So i need also body hair transplant that's more expensive.. I tought maybe i can get a glued hair pice.. a good one is expensive.. cheaper than a transplant, but its good only for 12-18 months, than i have to buy a new one.. And Its costs for me also in every month about 130 euro the reapplication and travel to Budapest.. 130 eur its a lot for me in every month.. So i don't know what should i do.. really.. If you can help me pls help, if not money not a problem just help me somehow, every help counts.. I don't want to be bald, i will die if have to be bald.. or i just live rest of my life in the house alone, but then i will starve to death..
If you dont belive me just ask me, i will do anything to pove!
I will do anything to be better! Just dont now what should i... PLSSSS someone help..