Help Me Please. I Want To Live.

At first let me introduce myself. My name is Christine Molnar, and I am Male To Female Transsexual.
 
Through this website I would like to appeal to all the generous people and ask you for financial help on sex change surgeries that I really need.
 
Help me a few dollars by many people.
 
Currently I take hormonal therapy. At this moment my life is completely destroyed, limited and empty because I am trapped in male body and this situation is incredible torture for me. I also thought about suicide but fortunately I always rejected it and I do not stop to hope that one day I will find a persons who will help me to achieve my longed-for goal. I am seriously desperate from this situation. Help me, please. The only hope for a better life is referred surgeries. Unfortunately I am of humble origins and to pay for expensive surgeries that would help me is in my situation almost impossible.
 
As a child I often met with bullying and physical attacks by my peers. My neighbourhood condemns me because of my problem. I do not have any friends. I can not expect support from my family because they do not accept my conversion and they are ashamed about me.
 
For some time I live in a one-room apartment, I have serious existential problems resulting from my long-term unemployment, I have debts and I have no money to pay a rent. There is a danger that shortly I will be moved out.
 
I live in a very conservative country where discrimination is almost everywhere. I would like to work but finding a job is a big problem for me. Nobody wants to hire me because I am transsexual. I daily encounter with discrimination in finding a job. I am unemployed because - I am transsexual When I call on some ad offering a job, they all call me “Sir” and if they invite me by chance on an interview, I am clear in advance that I will not get that place. They indicate me between the lines that I am unemployed only because of what I am. At the end of interview, they tediously announce that they will contact me. But so far it has never happened. Not because I am not suitable for the position which I apply for but because of I am transsexual. Then how can I get the money for surgeries?

I do not have plague, leprosy or some other disease and I am not monster, so they can not behave to me like I am not a human. I can not change the way I was born.
Therefore I dearly beg for financial assistance for surgeries I need and then my life will finally have a sense.

After all I also want to be happy and to have full- value life. I would like to find people who would be willing to give me a support. I hope I will succeed. I implore you very much please and in advance I thank you for
your help.

Christine