Help Me Persue My Sugical Tech Career

Hello,

My name is Liz. Im a 20 year old student persuing my dream in the medical field. I would like to be a nurse, but would love to become a surgeon. As of Febuary 2013 I'm a graduate as a Surgical Technician from a private tech school in Riverside, California. My tuition was $30,000. I will soon have to repay my loans and im terrified that I wont be able to pay. Im a mother of two beautiful girls, I rent a 2 bedroom apartment & working a minumum wage job. I would like to continue my schooling at a community college to become a registered nurse but maintaining two full time jobs as a mom and receptionist is really hard. Ive even considered a partime night job to raise money so I can pay off my loans but as it is Im already out of my home for 10 hours and hardly get to spend time with my kids because they're asleep when I get home and asleep when I leave in the mornings. I would truly appreciate a little help to raise money to pay my loans.