I am raising the money to see a doctor to get mental health treatment. The local (free) clinic has too long of a wait. I'm not sure what is wrong with me, but my suicidal tendances are going to be beyond my control soon. Hoping to be able to get a physical and medications to help. I feel I have been a good person my life, always doing my best. Depression or whatever is plauging me is unbearable. I don't have insurance and the costs are crazy for a person of my age and in my situation to afford. Hope this reaches someone who was in my shoes and survived. It's a very lonely time for me, please help.