Help me out of this skin

Hello there, i am asking for donations in the hope of others lending a helping hand. I need out of my skin suit. I have been a petite person my whole life. I spent the majority of my childhood as a sex trafficked victim, an object for others to take their anger out on, force into eating things and into postions and left for hours. I lived in fear and was labled a moody child by the outside world. (I just need to pause in my asking for help to let anyone know, anyone... If you need help or are in danger, do not wait, you go get help, one day you will find someone who will listen. I believe in you) me, I took over ten years to even realize the world I was in because it all started when I was a child. AND THAT SHOULD NEVER BE AN EXCUSE. I am here today because I have landed in the hospital with a kidney infection and one kidney full of stones. I have a stent pigtails from my bladder to my right kidney and let me tell you they do not let you know you need to act pretty much like a vegtable until they may surgically remove this stent or you will not have nice side effect! I can not just lay here being a single mother, nope impossible. Also sadly Work has had to be put aside do to me not being able to breath correctly during this time. But as I wait for my surgery date to get closer which is not, scheduled for another month, oh help me with patience... I am compelled to let you know what I was going to do next year, what my dream is and I still would like to try to achieve. As i have stated my whole life my body has been used for others and here as an adult I am left with a body that has been thru hell and back and all that is ok the scaring, burnes, and all the ugly spots. But when I had been given the gift of having a child my body and heart went crazy and I ballooned to 308pounds. I had my good luck charm and homemade babyfood when the time came and exercised using their little body weight. As they got older I got thinner and healthier but the loose skin did not go anywhere!? Image going from 115 pounds to 305ish in 8 months. Ouchie! But I lost it and im proud of myself even if no one else is there to cheer. This is where I need help. I have used all the saved surgery money i was going to use on living expenses & emergencies during the pandemic. Just like every other average person has had to do. The discomfort I have is unbearable when I go to lay down. Have you ever had to readjust your folds of skin just so it does feel like a lumpy blanket pushing into your bones? I do and i do not find it fun to pass the time or soothing at all. I will use any donations toward my skin removal surgery, hospital stay for couple days, child care and food while im healing, fees toward this site and a computer for my little one to continue the great work in school. I desperately would like to have a body that i can put into clothing and feel comfortable and go enjoy life. I have grown up letting others enjoy this body now why cant I? I do not want to hid in big baggy dark clothing anymore or not go out period just because I am uncomfortable in my own body. Please help me. A little help here and there can do wonders. You all have the very best day you can!