There are always times when we believe that all our problems are going to be solved one day no matter how hard our lives are . Now , I remember a saying that goes like , " its not your fault if you're born a nobody ; but if you die a nobody that's definitely your fault " . Now I wonder how much of that quote is true , because in so many cases , its not the person who is actually responsible for the outcome of his fate but the circumstances of the cruel hands of life and yet I believe that every cloud has a silver lining and with that thought I Sudipto Chakma hailing from lawngtlai have done whatever I can do make a mark in life while also following my heart . However , deep down I always knew that it doesn't matter how hard I studied I would have to drop my studies someday because it doesn't matter how many university entrance examinations I crack I'd never be able to complete my studies to to the lack of money . My parents are but some old farmers who have done their best to provide my siblings and I with whatever they can and that includes two meals a day and some new clothes may be once in every year , things are hard especially when you come from a family that is financially so crippled that we had to take loans from each and every relative whenever somebody in our very family got sick .
I've always wanted do pursue a degree in cyberpunk and even managed to get the marks needed to enroll myself in some of the finest universities that provide a degree course in it , however every time I saw the fee structure I knew , I knew that it was not going to be possible ; no , not because the fees were too much or anything , but simply because they were a little too high on the standard of my family that barely had enough to eat. I would have applied for an education loan but as luck has it our house is already mortgaged and its been cancelled a couple of times making me realise that nobody was ready to give me a loan which they had a doubt that I could not repay . There are seven billion people in this world and I guess I'm not the only one who is sad who is sad , there must be billions of sad people and yet I dream of being happy and I just hope someday somewhere somebody will fund my education so that one day I might not only make my dreams come true but also be able to contribute to society and yet , as of now that dream of actually finishing my graduation seems like a mirage in a desert , an illusion that will never come true until and unless some kind hearted person comes of with enough money to fund for my education . If you are reading this , you should know that this is a plea of a desperate person who only longs for an education he had dreamt all his life and I hope you have the wealth and heart to help a longing soul reach it's destination . Thank you for reading till the end and I hope that someday some kind soul like you will help a needy person like me , may God bless you .