Help me meet my Savior 😥

Hello everyone.. My name is Trisha and I am a single mom. I am adopted and I only have my son as my family.

I met an amazing guy online a year ago. He is from Serbia and we have been dating for a year now. We always wanted to meet. He can't come see me yet because he is still going to college. I fell in love with him because he cares so much about me and my son.

My ex bf still physically and emotionally abusing me and Ive always been depressed and I always have suicidal thoughts.

He is the only person who helps me get through everyday. He calms me and protects me even if he is far.

I am here asking for help. I don't have a stable job and I really want to meet him because Its been a year and I really really want to be with him, and thank him personally for helping me live.