Help me make a comic

Hey there! Thank you for checking out this page, I hate asking for this, you know? I'd rather just make the money myself and show you all an amazing comic, but I checked around and no one wants to hire me. I'm nineteen years old and it's hard to find a job, I live in an area with lots of old people who need the jobs more than me so they get them first. I understand though, I don't NEED to do this, I want to. This isn't life or death, it's more like, depression or happiness. I've been diagnosed with major depressive disorder and borderline personality disorder, that was a while ago and I'm still coming to terms with it. It seems like the only thing that interests me anymore is art, it's always been there for me at my lowest, but my laptop is barely running and my graphics tablet broke all together. My dream job would be making money off of comics, and the scary part isn't knowing whether or not I'll ever achieve that, it's whether or not it'll actually make me happy. I want to believe it will, it's never failed me before, but I need your help. If you want, you can email me for updates on the comic, a personal thanks, or just if you have anything you need help with in general, I can't thank you enough just for checking this page out. The smallest donation or share will help, thank you <3!