Help Me Learn Music Engineering

Hi , My name is Kim. And I was always in love with music but I never had chance to go and study for it. I moved from other country and started school in other language which was hard to cope with. I did my best to get into college through education system but i could not get in because of the language barrier. I did not pass all the required subjects , and after that i kind lost it and tried to work my up on my own. But my family moved out again and left me an adult guy alone who have never lived with other people on my own so i moved in with a girl and long story short our plans to make music together broke as we broke up .No money Nothing left .. Thing is I applied for college and got accepted which was hard but I have no money to pay for it , its my dream . Music education is what i need . Music engineer is my Career path ., I need it to become best of me .Thank you !!