Help me improve on my music!

Hello! I am a teenager (16yrs old) who wants to start a hip hop music career. I produced my own beats and mixed my own beats. I would also write rap for my beats. However, I have a poor work station environment, living in a poor neighborhood. I'm currently using a free trial program to make music. Due to the free trial, I can only export my music but can not save my project file. Also, I do not own a MIDI keyboard or any speakers/headphones to produce my beats. Currently, I only own a 32 bit laptop (without a mouse) and a samsung earphone to produce my beats. Due to this poor environment, I cannot improve on my music. I sincerely ask to help me improve on my career. one of my proud work