Help me have a fresh start, Invisible illness support.

Hi

I am in a bad space, for long battling invisible illness and unemployed. Currently have asthma, I failed to do the recquired tests and buy medication. This has made me realize how Important it is to support others with invisible illness, spread love through gifts and treats. I need help to start up, medicate and perhaps go for therapy too because of depression. I will pay it foward. Currently feel underpressure cause I cant help myself, eat good or cloth myself or medicate....