Help me get to a better place

I am looking for donations in order to start my career in art.Three years ago my fiance passed of cancer and during her battle i lost everything our home and our vehicles. At the moment i live on friends couches and work what jobs i can when i can to stay afloat. I am looking for the means to affors materials to start making art. Ive drawn and painted my entire life but never persued making a living from it. Anything would help and be so appreciated!