I am really going on a spiral downward cycle here.
I am not good in words but I can feel myself going into depression, while having to work full time, take care of my ill grandaunt and hiring a helper to be with her when I am away for work.
She's been diagnosed with bladder and cervics cancer, and is currently undergoing radiotherapy only, because of her old age.
Despite that, the fees and expenses has taken a toll on me. I have been using up my credit card limits, taken up a few bank loans; just to fork out for the medical bill and daily expenses along with supplements which is best for her.
The amount of debts is so much that it has gone out of my ability to clear.
Seeing her smiling at me so brightly everyday despite being tired because of the treatment, I just cannot make myself collapse.
I cannot be getting more loans as the credit report is going bad.
I am so lost that I dont know what to do..
Please help me out on the medical bill so we can afford to let her have radiotherapy.
She's been taking care of me since young, I cannot lose her just like that.