help me get my life back

It all started last year when a company I worked for stabbed me in the back. I had put all of my time and effort into this place and got this. I was going to take them to court but they gave in and I got my appology that I deserved. I obviously could not return to that company after that. I then tried to get my life back on track with a new job in a new industry which I started in March of this year. It was going very well and I was actually starting to believe that things were going to be ok. With my wedding just around the corner, I was feeling good. Then oneday at work I was found collapsed on the car park floor apperently having a fit. I was told the next day that I have epliepsy and that my licence was going to be taken away from me. With this I had to say goodbye to my new job as I needed my car to get there. Deep depression was hitting hard! I was put onto SSP (statutory sick pay) and could not find a local job. Without a car where we live makes life very difficult. My wedding was coming up fast and all I was doing was sinking lower and lower, and all I could think of is other bad events that have happened to me. I lost my big brother when I was younger, and boy was I missing him more than ever.I knew all of this was putting imense stress on my wife to be, and the thought of that was killing me. My wedding arrived and I was meant to be happy, but due to having no luck with a job thanks to the epilepsy, I could not buy my wife any gifts. On top of that I could not pay for my dad to come over from America, and worst of all, I could not give my wife a honeymoon. I had originally planned to pay for this, and all I could do was cry. Its now November and I am ready to get my life back. But I really need some help please. Iam aiming to be a personal trainer as I would love to help people better themselves and I want to be in control of my job, without the fear of someone ending it. Also I can do this without worrying about driving, which still upsets me. But most of all I want to be able to put a smile back on my wifes face again and be able to provide for her. The course will cost around 1500, but I would love you forever if I could get something to be able to take my wife away for a weekend. She so deserves it. I am still working here and there with this agency and I always put in 100%, but its not me and I want to be happy again. If you could help me it would be amazing, I hate asking and have not asked for any help so far. However I am now at a point where I really need a leg up in life. I really have had some bad luck. Thank you for your time.