Help me get my life back..

Hi there. I am a 24 years old lady who have made mistakes in life by being gullible and because of it, my life turned haywire and is in a big mess. There’s nothing else in this world that i want right now except to start my life all over. I want my life to be normal, i want myself to be normal again. I don’t want to feel depressed and I don’t want to have suicidal thoughts anymore. I don’t want to be mentally sick. I want to live and fix my life, I don’t want to die. I want to redeem myself and be human once again. Get out of this darkness that i’ve been in for a long time. This amount is the target i need to achieve in order to start anew and have a new beginning. To live like a normal human being and to put an end to my sufferings. Any amount from you, even in the smallest amount matters to me. Even just by sharing this post matters to me. Please help me help myself because just my own help is not enough.. Please give me a chance to start again & lead a better life. Thank you for your time and for reading. May God bless you.