I am trying to raise funds to get my world back in order.
I've been with my wife for over 10 years (3 years married) and we're on the brink of divorce. This is totally my fault due to my problem gambling and bumilia issues, which I've had for 14 years. My issues have really strained my relationship with my wife and family. I virtually have no friends left due to my persistency with borrowing money and continuous lies I make up to get the money.
I have a newborn girl who is 2 months old and I would ideally like to stay in her life.
I owe $50,000 to loan sharks and currently pay 10% interest a month. I cannot sustain this payment and I am on the verge of getting crap beat out of me. I deserve any punishment I get, however, I want to keep providing for my daughter. I have been clean for 1 year, however, my money issues are still there. I've used up all my credit facilities and now need help to overcome my issue. I just want a chance to start over again and be with my family.
Thank you for your time.