Help Me Get my Daughter

I am raising money so that I can go to court with my daughter's grandmother who refuses to let me see, or speak with my daughter.  I do not even know how to explain, my story I have been through so much. It feels as though some one has stolen away all the power in me. Believe me, when I tell you that I would love to tell the world my story, but the last chapter is currently in affect. The best way to explain the situation is just throwing you into the now. Currently my Daughter is living with her grandmother on her father side. I'm currently doing the best that I can to get my daughter, I just want her to know that I love her. And I would do any thing for her. Confusing story, short- I fell on had times were I couldn't find a stable job, I did not have my own car,or apartment. I didnt have anything in my name. So I thought that I was doing the right thing by agreeing to let her grandmother, who is wealthy, and stable to take care of her, we were suppose to be having joint custody(but in the last year I have seen my daughter no more than twenty times). She is the first grandchild and the only girl on her father side. Well at the end of last year all the hard work that I was putting in, although I was homeless, started to pay off. I moved into a two bedroom, I have a stable job and plenty of room and space for my daughter. The job that I have after my daughter gets out school there is day care she can come to. However even with things looking up it wasn't enough for her grandmother.  I have tried to do things with out the court and lawyers and judges. But she doesn't want to go that route.She refuses to answer calls, I put up a tree for my daughter, brought her Christmas presents. And her grandmother refuses to let her come to my house, I dont get to speak to her NOTHING. I have never harm my baby, the only thing that I have ever done is not have enough money to support her. I work and I am currently standing on my own two feet again. I am honestly afraid that my daughter is going to be taken out of state, if I don't do something fast. 

Living with out my daughter has been the most sickening thing in my life. It feels horrible.  I have spoken with several lawyers, there was only a couple that she wasn't invovled with. They were- pretty expensive. So I am asking that you donate to help pay a lawyer and court fees. I still have my Christmas tree up with presents ready for her to open. I am not a bad person at that time in my life I was young and stupid. My daughter has a MOTHER and I Want to be apart of her life.

Thank you 

Marisa Brown