Help me get back on my feet

As a father this is one of the hardest things I will ever have to do. A few friends suggested I try this. I am 31 year old father of six children. I work hard working 40 or more hours a week. I currently worked a job for three years only to point out in July because my son had a seizure and I took him to the er. Since then it has been a struggle. We found out recently our second oldest daughter has mild intellectually deficiency. These requires therapies three times a week. Not provided by her school. Our oldest daughter goes to indy twice a month every three months for shots in her arm for brachial plexus. I got a great job at toyota everything was looking up. I went to fire up my truck to go to work and the head was cracked I cannot afford that so I had to sell my truck to pay the bills I was missing being out of work. I got a job and walked. My wife tried hard to stay out at toyota only to not be able to maitain a ride to and from. Now im going to loss the only home my kids have. I have called the shelters there is no room for a family of 8. My family has helped best they can. Im a dad truly trying and Im going to get my GED as soon as I can afford it and start aerotek in 2016. Some days I feel my children would be better off without me. But then they cant afford to bury me. We have helped so many people in my time married. Im asking for huge prayers please. My kids deserve to keep their home. I was able to get a van. But because my job has spent the last three weeks screwing my checks over then firing me. I have no job until Tuesday as everyone knows bills do not wait since we got the van my wife starts work monday. Thankfully. I'm not good at asking for help. I can provide proof of everything. If anyone willing to help ask me. Again prayers to you merry Christmas and please please help. Even if it's saying a prayer. As a father I feel like a huge failure right now. I want 2016 to be better and I want to make a difference in my life. I'm swallowing my pride and admitting. I need help. Prayers anything please. I came home today at 2:57 to find out everything. I not only take care of my children I also take care of her mother and my sister in law. My wife and I are only ones working. Thank You God Bless.