Help me get a better life

I have been suffering from mental illneses including borderline personality disorder, panic attacs and chronic depression. Over the years I've tried to commit suicide multiple times and have been in therapy for almost 2 years now. The only thing that's keeping me away from my recovery is my violent parents who make me feel like I'm not worthy of living. I am a 21 year old college student unable to get a job or move out. The people I'm sorrounded with on the daily make sure to let me know how useless an unimportant I am. My goal is to move out and start a healthier, independent life. Your help would mean the world to me.