help me fund my PA system!

Hi, my Names Laura and I'm Trying so hard to set up on my own and be able to perform at gig's around my local area, to begin with hopefully. i have 3 children and since the break down of my old partnership about 9 months ago, I've been struggling to save up for my on PA system. We used to play at Birthdays, pub nights, special occasions etc an i want to be able to do that again, but to be able to do that I have to be able to afford a PA, They aren't cheap and i have 3 lovely little children to look after so any spare cash is limited. This is something I have wanted to do all my life and a i get older it just seems to be getting further and further out of my reach. I'm a proud person so doing this kind of fund raising has been a difficult choice. I hope you will consider helping me out. You can check e out at https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC9FaR3GDR6ivf1eja...