Help Me For My OCD Treatment

Hi my name is Danny, I'm suffering from severe OCD & IBS and it's getting worse day by day. Sometimes I feel like not being able to survive because I felt very depressed with health issues and financial problems. I also lost my friends, career and therefore not able to work since. Everyone laughs when they see me performing rituals but they have no idea how tiring it can be. I feel ashamed and very sad. Since then I realized that it has damaged my life so I have decided to undergo therapy which involves a cost of $ 2,500 per week. I hope there's one of you has a heart of gold and is willing to help me to reduce the cost of living. I really appreciate your kindness and you will be remembered.