Help me for my battle against depression

I have been depressed since 2018 and it affected my studies. Until now I still have it and I think I badly need help from a psychiatrist. I have been experiencing recurring thoughts of ending my life almost everyday for 6 months already and I could not function well enough to survive the day. I'm like a living zombie. I stopped two jobs in a year because I could not function very well and now I'm broke. If you could help me find a psychiatrist with free consultation and treatment, please do so to extend my life. I am so tired already.