Help me FLY!

Hey everyone!So here is my story,Growing up I didn't really have anyone to talk about my future with. My father abandonded my mom, my brother and I, and my mom being a single mother would work her ass off so we wouldn't be homeless. I'm the type of person that's always willing to lend a helping hand and thinking of doing things for the greater good instead of what benefits me, the only thing I have done for myself that I thought would benefit me is to go to college and unfortunatley it has left me wondering why I went in the first place, drowning myself in debt that I don't even know how I'm going to pay off and be able to move on with my life.I live with my mom and am the first person in my family to ever get a college degree (B.A.) it's very discouraging how I live my life right now struggling to pay my loans and have often thought of ending my life since I've been stuck in the same spot. I'm basically showing my family that having a college degree isn't worth the investment and I want to show them it is! If I could get this 95 grand off of my back I can afford to be independent and SPREAD MY WINGS like so many of us want to do. So, I need you! Someone to help me. If 95,000 (and there are over 300 million people that live in the US alone) people would donate a dollar, my loans would be paid off. Anything counts! Thank you so much for taking the time to read this and if you do donate, thank you from the bottom of my heart and God bless you.**I do like to paint cartoony things, so I'll send custom (tell me who you want me to paint. Your pet, your kids, even a Superhero!) paintings to people that donate a certain amount of money because I'd feel weird not giving something back in return for your generocity.**