Help me fix my mistakes

I have made many mistakes in recent months. Mostly racking up loans in order to cover the wages lost from my partner being ill. I hate for it to come to this but I am unable to pay my loans off in an ordinary way. I have tried just about every option I can find. This is my last ditch attempt. The total amount would allow me to clear my debt entirely and start fresh. Any amount contributed would be amazing, but obviously I understand if you would prefer to fund other people' proper campaigns over one created by mistakes. Thanks in advance, Andrew.