Help me feel like a real man

Hello,

My name is Alex, I'm 25 years old and I live all by myself in Bucharest because both of my parents died 5 years ago in a car accident.

Let me tell you about the things i have been dealing with since the age of 14:

Gynecomastia - Moobs(man boobs/man tits) is what has controlled my life for the past 11 years, I don't feel confortable around people, I can't meet girls, I can't take my shirt off in front of someone else and this it's slowly killing me from the inside, I don't feel like a man, i took down the mirror from my bathroom because i just can't look at myself looking like this.

I'm a student and i deliver food to get some money to be able to survive here, but I got to the point that I feel I really need help with my issue.

I know and I accept the fact that gyno is not really a medical issue, although my doctor said there is a slight chance I would develop breast cancer as a man because of it, but this issue doesn't allow me to have a normal life

It can be seen through clothes, I'm always made fun of by "friends" and other people who know me, even some girls said my moobs are bigger than their breasts, trust me, that just makes me want to end my life here.

Please help me have a normal life.

Thank you in advance,

Alex.