Help Me Escape This Madness

Hello and welcome
its me
Welcome to my life that was once great then got destroyed
we are a big family 2 sisters and 4 brother a mom and a dad
we had an amazing life well as i remembered when i was 6 but when i start growing up i figured out that year by year we were falling down harder ever day we were in an international school then got outa of it because no more money in here in Kingdom of Saudi Arabia well how can i say that public schools are more like children prisons alot of ilegal stuff is there child rapist alot of racist students that fight you for how you look like drug dealing moving on i was forced to enter this school cause we didnt have enough money to secure me and my brothers and sisters another year so we all refused to go to school even we stayed a whole year in our home without going to school
but you know education is everything
the first day i felt like im in a jungle litterly
every teacher has a long stick and any students that acts in the way the teacher refuses well he got attack with the stick at anyplace on his body some times hands,back,foot etc the thing is when i was new alot of people wanted to frame me and my brothers cause they say its normal to be assaulted by teacher well for them cause thats a something they delt with since PRE school so yea
i was grade 5 and yea i passed grade 5,6,7 with an high honor getting 99.87% but at grade 8 the first week the car got outa service and my dad didnt have money to repair it so
we had to walk to the school
and the school is 6 KM far away from home
me a 14 years old holding a 10 years old with my brother 16 years old
well we had to start walking at 3 AM to get in time
Traffic....
our dad told us to not to go to school but we agreed since we started this journey that our only way out of this crisis is education
2 years same 6 KM here and there
finished grade 8 with 96.45% and that was kinda un fortunante and grade 9 with 97.18% well at grade 9 i got used to the walking kinda but the thing is when we come back home well its like dead people came
we sleep like 12 hours and we only get 1 meal a day and its at 10 pm to be exact we dont eat in school and it feels like you have a dream while your awake if you know KSA is a tropical country and the weather normaly here in day is 35 to 45 Celsuis
just to know KSA isnt my country im from a country that isnt even mine
we are from Mekkah a City in KSA well that were my grandpa was but the thing is there is a war happened in Mekkah so all the men sent their Wife's and kids to Sudan cause its the closest country well my grandpa took the nationality and went back to Mekkah after the war has finished after years my father is born and yea he found an amazing woman that helped him but sadly we still have the sudanese nationality so we are treated like we are not welcomed here even if its our homeland basically sudanese people look like traditional African people but we are more like Caucasions mixed with Asian Race so we are not welcome there
and we didnt ever go to Sudan my dad once went there people didnt accept him
but we already know sudan isnt our country so my dad was born in KSA lived in it more than 50 years and he still doesnt have the nationality
(KSA law you cant get the nationality at all you can just buy it)
so yea we dont pay taxes well there is stuff called resisdent fees its paying 200$ for each person in you family that under 18 200$ but older than 18 500$ so yea 3600$
even though we dont have a fixed monthly income source
cause anyone older than 50 isnt legal to work so my dad work in serveral different jobs with a low amount of income
well now basically KSA is kicking all residents in an indirect route
in 2018 fees will be double and in 2019 triple and so on untill 2030 so anyone wanna live here will basically spend all his money on this country
people arent allowed to work unless they have a Kafeel well that means (a Saudi who is responsible of a resident) well that what they say but it litterlay a man or a woman takes advantage of you money and will take a percentage from it without doing anything and if you said no "i wont give you" you will be sent a temporary imprisonment for 2-6 months untill they send you to your country without a single penny
me and my brother have adenoids and my other 2 brothers have problems in their digestive system basically their pooping blood from time to time
my brother is a natural doctor well thats a talent
as i said before he cant work cause he is older than 50 so sneak working but low payments
so sometimes after he finishs his work the people refuse to pay
Even though i went twice with him and i saw a lady had cancerous tumor and he cured that lady in 1 month with just plants and herbs
he tried to offer the cure (the cure is different from person to person) the ministry of health refused cause you know they want families to pay for the people infected with cancer untill they die
basically all i want to say we are talented people artist and most of the artist are sensitive
I have talents and i want freedom to let it out
im an artist and crafter a musicion i want to free my talents
my brothers and sisters even have more talents
please we need help we want to live that's not living that's suffering
Help us!