Help Me Change

I needed the money cause I need to hire a personal trainer to change my lifestyle and stop becoming an obesity guy. I'm 25 years old and my health and lifestyle are getting worse. Yes, I understand that going to the gym doesn't mean that you're healthy and keeping our balance diet is important. I realised that but I need someone to coach me and train me. I tried doing it by myself and always keep failing and scared that if what I'm doing is impactful or less than that. Im living alone and I are scared that in the future my health body will get worse and I fear for myself and worried this will effect with my family. I don't want them to get worried about me since I'm an adult and want to proof at them that with this donation money, I can change and train myself to become a healthy person and trust me becoming an obesity person its not fun. I literally can kill myself without knowing it if Im still maintaining this bad habit. Please help me.