I'm a proud full Indian Muslim citizen. My name is Fariduddin Gazi, Village and Post = Gandharbapur, Police station = Baduria, District = North 24 Parganas, West Bengal, India, PIN = 743427. My age 29+ years, and educational qualification B.A.(Pass Graduate). I'm a self employed & also a very small Ayurvedic medicine retailer.
I always strongly believed in three coated word in my life --- 'Humanity first!, 'Charity begins at home.', 'Strive for excellence; Be a legend!'.
But certainty of situation I feel these priceless coate words are tasteless & spineless to me. All through I fall down slightly from bottom to bottom of Shadow to deeper Shadow. A cloud of uncertainty & insecurity covered me with my family also.
If you not feel boring; let's go to my story ---
Once upon a time when we had a regular spreadable profitable business. An Ayurvedic medicine retail store named 'Madina Ayurved'. Father are a well known 'Kaviraj' (Indian rural coac-doctor in Ayurveda). And beside my study I was invest with many more friends by share money to stock market. Mixed of two income source our financial condition were very suitable position.
Suddenly airflow of happiness gets reverse. As like as serial ---
1. Financial crisis of every business for applying a new tax act by Indian government named 'GST'.
2. After that came 'NOTE BANDI'(500 & 1000 Rupees currency note banned by Indian government).
3. About two months later a well known doctor who came from Kolkata and regularly practice to our retail chamber; unfortunately died.
4. By falling down financial condition a menia was covered my dad. He had become a heart patient. His treatment purpose all money and wealth were gone like a Strom.
5. In this mean time my stock market invest money also gone, coz one of my friends stole information and frauded me. I have nothing to do because I have no prove of his fraudness.
6. Past about five months of that time climax blower upon me. I lost my dad; likely with out treatment coz his essences was heart transplant.
Now I become a Tragic looser. I had never a beggar mind; but time force me to do it.
Forget my study though I had admitted for M.A.(English).
Present time I'm doing any type of work as available. Beside it I'm trying to reestablish the Ayurvedic medicine business that is almost dead. Now days I'm experienced to bypassing inexpensiveness; I've nothing to do, coz I felt to arrange essential money. Also my plan is if I manage excessive amount I'll be restart my stock investment( that would be more than secure and safer than previous).
A huge amount of Dept to leave by dad (which for hard to harder pressurize by the creditor).
At home illness mother; her regular treatment, I've two tittle boy; ages are 3 & 1 year. When Our child time we growing up to seeing a bright future; by learning proper education. But my childrens ---
They don't have essential food, baby food, playing elements, topics; growing up themselves, in An illiteracy, in secured black shadow. At the same time brother also leaved his studies. He was learning graduate degree.
Now days I thinking a lot of probability like sky rinse and hope to happen positivity.
If someone or somebody help me by giving me finance, may be I returned back to our previous family condition; a good atmospheric wealth: the medicine retail business kept by dad would be restart with various modern facilities by giving oxizen, maintain family properly, give my childrens a secured future; proper education, help to complete brother's study, to continue mother's treatment; her essential medicines, etc.
Would be stable on a secure future for brother (whether even I am not stable yet), would be marriage him. If possibility came I will complete my M.A. degree also and make 'Hajj' activity with become a 'Hafiz' (a deep learner & completely memories of the Islamic book named 'Quran').
Is there any whole hearted person who or whom are willing to help by giving me a lot of money as much as they can to fulfill my dream or duties; help to stand upon realistic atmosphere. I will be very grateful & faithful to him/them from the core of my heart for my whole life. To my almighty 'ALLAH' I'll be pray in my every prayer of each day for him & his family to give a wellness and healthy truthful life and also give a space as a gift to 'Jannat'(Paradise).