Help me buy dj equipments

I am a widow and I have a passion for djaying. I lost my hubby in an accident in 2015, who was ready to support me in this business. Things have not been the same as before. I have been fighting depression secretly not sure if am completely fine. His death has affected really big. And apart from that, all I know is that am stressed financially right now and I have no one to turn to nor console each other with about it. I want to go fully into DJ business whereby I will provide sound to events.

After dropping my degree classes which still remains incomplete, I feel I should push for this business in order to go back and complete.I, therefore, hope to buy my own equipment which will help me practice more and even get my own events.

I want to raise my daughter well and with good morals by giving her education, and by being a supportive mother.

Now the reason why am motivated by this passion is also to empower both small girls and other widows .I want to be a female DJ who has her own initiative that gives back to the community. This is something that we don't have around here and depression has been really bad for many who are dying in silence.

kindly share my links for your friends to help me raise from somewhere to something that gives back to the community. Fell free to talk to me

Kindly help me jumpstart this dream.