I don't think people ever visit a go fund me site. So i'll probably use this to air my sentiment, after-all, no one knows me here. I'm stephen, 29 years old. Been living a fucked up life since the beginning of nowhere. I'm tired, im depressed, i give up already. It may sound hypocritical, but all my life, I never had a dream for my own. I never dream of owning something or achieving something for myself. It is always for others. It sucks that no matter how hard try to make a chance and an impact, I always end of being a liability for others than being helpful to my family, my friends, and the community.
I'm an entrepreneur, not by choice, but this is the only thing where I am good at. Apparently, maybe i'm not a good entrepreneur as well. I entered a lot of business ventures but end up losing in the end. Growing up, I always wanted to be successful, not experience a good life but to have the capacity to give a better life to my family and the community. But damn, I always end up losing. Now, because of several failed businesses, I'm stuck with nothing but a combined debt of $18,000. I'm tired. Tired of trying, tired of dreaming. All I want is to die to experience peace of mind. But the sad thing is, I CANT AFFORD TO DIE. Attempting suicide is something that a guy with huge debt can't afford. I don't want to exchange perpetual peace of mind while my family suffers from the debt that they shall inherit from me. All my life, i have always been genuine, never have been greedy, never have been selfish. But then I realized, it;s just not good enough. I'm not sure if anyone can read this or will bother to read this, but please give me a chance to live peacefully or at least afford to die in peace.