Help me bring back my smile again

Hi! First of all, I am hoping that you are having a wonderful day. I may not know how you come across and found out about my gogetfunding page but thank you for giving your time to read about my Predicament. I am certain that a lot of people are much more in need of help than me but allow me to share my story. Call me Julius, 28years of age who lives in Manila, Philippines. I graduated College back in 2009 with a degree in Nursing, same year when i took my board exam and passed it. You may think that i am having the best time of my life during that year but i felt the opposite. My dental embarrassment hinder me from moving forward, i couldn't celebrate. You may not believe but since i graduated, i never got to experience to work in any field. There is a horrifying preconceived notion in my head whenever i try to apply for a job position and show up to an interview, once i open my mouth i know i cannot land the job. Also, back in my teenage years i had an unfortunate dental experience that kept me from visiting a dental office again. But the main reason is the lack of financial support, goodness gracious, we all know that dental procedures are expensive now a days, even dental prophylaxis will cost you a lot. I know my teeth needs a lot of procedures just to restore my dental health like tooth extraction, root canal to name a few. This quandary of mine to some degree lead me to a depression. I am a loner, i couldn't make friends. The feeling of rejection hits me first before i even try to connect with somebody, they may find me unhygienic for my halitosis. Even on my family, i kept some distance, i hardly make the initiative to have a conversation with them. Saying it's hard is an understatement, it's very difficult, its like you are in a prison. You can't share your thoughts, ideas and your experiences. But, i know i cannot be in this position forever, the regrets of not doing anything to improve my situation for the past 8yrs is very cowardly of me, i need to do something. Sharing my story with you will be my first step. I badly want to move forward, land my first job, experience some camaraderie and talk to people with confidence. I understand that not all people can donate but by sharing my stories to other it means a lot to me. Thank you and God bless your day.