Help me begin with beauty within

1. I'm needing a big helping hand with raising some funds to start up my own business, I'm a fully qualified beaticion, I love what I do and I have pure passion in delivering great experiences with clients and furfiling there needs within the beauty sector. I'm going to be 20 next month, and I have a little boy who Is turning 3 four days before me.

Unfortunately these past few years have not been easy with having him, although I wouldn't change a thing I have Many goals in life. I know that is the sacrifice you make when you have children but unfortunately I didn't realise how hard it can be when all you want to do is provide the best you can and start a career but things are never easy.

I have been on my own from when my little boy was 1 month old and although this is the case it has never stopped me working hard for what I want. Unfortunately I was finding that having these part time jobs were not making things any easier and I found my self so stressed and run down because I wasn't happy doing it I had to quit, childcare was taking up most of my wages and i was working late. Sometimes I feel like I am taking one step forward and one step back, I've suffered depression from when my son was born it has only been the past year I feel truley happy within my self.

I have also recently just been diagnosed with a dermoid cyst on my left ovary too which is causing me many complications for my health. I'm always tired and in pain but the doctors are refusing to do anything about it. I really am sick of constantly feeling hopeless within my life and dreaming about having just that bit of extra cash to get things started with what I really want to do. Something that will work perfectly around my little boy and that will make me happy and him happy too.

This is not a sob story, this genuinely is the truth, my last resort. Some people would turn there nose up at this, but I am infact very proud of my self for being so brave. They say if you want something hard enough you will go out and fight for it. So I'm fighting to raise some money for my self. So that one day in the near future, I will be doing exactly what I wanted to do years ago. I would be so very GREATFUL for any donations given. Xx