Help me become an musician

Hello everybody, my name is Alan. I am musician from Estonia, its been already 3 years im making my own music on my 7 year old samsung notebook, and the only problem is that i am broke student and i cant afford any equipment for musicians, and i know nobody will help me with this because here is huge amount of really important fundings but guys, if you have an extra coin, you can donate it here and i will made my childhood dream come true. Thank you and Merry Christma