Help me become a Game Designer

Hi!

I'm Dorottya, 21, from Hungary.

I want to achieve my childhood dream by becoming a game designer.

I have the perfect school in mind with good teachers and great reviews, but I can't get student loans, because it's a private school, and not an university.

I have a working class single mom, who can't afford to help me, and my Hungarian part-time salary is just not enough to pay for it.

I finished art school, and I'm a struggling artist now, and without further education, I'm stuck and gonna be a retail worker forever.

here you can see some of my art http://kodoti.tumblr.com/

Thanks for all! :)