Help me become a beat producer.

Hello, I am a 14 year old boy, I create beats, and I want to be a proffesional beat producer. But I don't have a good computer, I don't have speakers (studio monitors), and I want to get it. It would really help me. I started saving my own money. I already saved about 300€ from 2017 and 2018. Every euro would help me.

That is my youtube channel with my beats : https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCRiluS6gQ97AdzFnL...

I know I am not really good, but thats my hobby, and I'm trying to be better at it.

My dream is to make a song with a rapper, and make money from beats.