Help me be happy 💕

My whole life I've been insecure of my body, I have severe anxiety which doesn't help the situation. I always thought I was just ugly; unaware that I had an actual deformity. I have what they call tubular breasts. It prevents from breastfeeding and causes your breasts to be an unsightly shape. I had coped with it as best I could up until I had my baby boy. Now they are worse than I could've ever imagined. My pregnancy caused them to stretch and droop. Which was so unexpected because I'm barely an A cup. I've gotten to the point to where I dont look in mirrors and I dont shop for shirts, dresses or bras. Nothing fits and I look so bad in everything. The only bras I can wear are sports bras with absolutely no padding. I'm ashamed that I've had to make this public, there are many many people who need help. But I just want to be happy with myself and I want to feel like a woman. I have 0 self esteem, and I hate seeing my son watch me cry every day as I'm trying to find something to wear. We work but a breast augmentation is so expensive, we need help with the funds. I'm so scared I won't be able to make this happen so I can just be happy with myself and live life normally. Thank you so much for taking the time to read this, even if you dont want to donate or dont have the means. Anything helps. Have a blessed day. 💕