I have been thinking about sharing my story for quite a while. It has been hard times for me, trying to deal with my mom's cancer and the fact that I'm going to be a single mom. It took me some time but here it is, my story ( I will try to not make it too emotional, although it would be hard for me)Just couple of months ago I was so joyfull, full of hope and actually happy, but now my world turned upside down. I found out that I'm pregnant and talked with my boyfriend about it.. everything seemed to be fine. We decided we'd try to live together and raise the baby by ourselves, so I quitted my job, bought a plain ticket and moved abroad (yes, we do liive in different countries). By coming here, I didn't receive any attention.. I didn't receive anything at all. I faced a big trouble (not only being pregnant in another country), his familly didn't accept me at their place, so I have to stay with friends (people I knew from before, it was hard even calling them friends before this happen, and Im really thankful, they took me in until I see what can I do about this), he's actually not interested (not just financially) about me or the baby we're about to have in two months.. It's being a month I haven't heard of him and I tried to contact him many times, even went to his place so we can talk about it, but nobody opened the door. During such times, when I had no idea how difficult would be for me in this country, how expensive giving a birth is as a foreigner and that no organisation could actually help me, doctors diagnosed my mother with cancer. Now all our family savings are being spent for the operation and the chemo that follows. And that is where my entire world turned upside down.. the fact that I'm all alone abroad right now and also the risk that I might lose my mother, makes me feel that I'm going crazy sometimes, it is hard, really hard.I really don't know if it's appropriate to seek for help from people, I was quite ashamed to start even writing, but then I realised I don't have many options left. I can't go back to work, my university diploma means absolutely nothing, now that I'm 8 months pregnant and abroad, my family can't really help me, as they're facing enough already and all my step dad's saving are going for saving my mother.. And no matter what kind of a strong and independent person I used to be, I really do feel weak and I'm forcing myself to keep on fighting this battle, not knowing if tomorrow (or when the baby comes) will be okay to keep on living where I live right now (if not how am I going to make it..), not knowing if I'll be able to handle this until I can be capable of working again, not knowing if I'll ever be able to make it by myself, far away from family, not having a lot of people I can rely on. Sometimes it gets so bad into my head I start wondering how would I start raising a child normally, when I don't even have the money right now to give a birth...Please, be supportive, help me with mine and my mom's medical bills.. every little helps (if you can't donate, share the page), help me fight this battle.