Help me and my childern

Hello, my name is Marija and I am a single mother of two minor children. I have a sad life story and I need your help. 4 years ago my husband and I took out a loan. Unfortunately, he passed away 3 years ago and since then I have been struggling with money. I don’t have a steady job, although I’m trying to find one. I have 35,000 euros left to repay and I would be very happy if I collect them. It would make my life better. Thank you all for your help!

P.S. Sorry if my english is bad.