Help me a be happy

Hello my name is Mary Carmen Lopez, im a young, i request the help of noble people of heart, am a victim of domestic violence by my partner and i nee to escape this cycle, i have a small business but just give me to pay off debts, take a cash loan from my mother in law which need to pay because my partner is going to treaten me, i need peace of mind the abuses me a lot psychologically and physically, I have a study a Bachelor of Science, an Associate Degre in Pharmacy and Certificate in Mortuary Science, just want to pay the moey and leave the United States each the time he left pregnant forced me to abort my life is not easy, I have sometimes thought about suicide but do not want to hurt my family, plese help me, God Bless