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For the last 25 years I have been a prisoner of my own body…tormented by a debilitating illness which manifested in the most horrifying ways. I would greatly appreciate your assistance in order to complete the final stage of my long awaited healing.

What I have experienced most only bear witness to through horror stories and nightmares…yet my personal nightmare has been very real. My story is very much “outside the box” and can be very shocking to others. Therefore, I request that you keep this in mind, as well as an open mind, while reading this..as well as your patience as this post is longer then average.

ONSET OF MY SYMPTOMS & ILLNESS:
My symptoms began in 1998, after eating undercooked meat at a barbecue. The next day I awoke to a crippling bladder infection that took 2 weeks to clear with prescription medication. Then a few weeks later I developed a plethora of very debilitating gastro-intestinal symptoms (and many other body symptoms) that were clearly indicative of parasites, yet no tests or doctor could detect and therefore treat.

Then to make matters worse, three months later my skin broke out in very bad rashes and strange bumps that never subsided, causing intense itchiness, pain and heat throughout my skin. Yet, once again, no medical professional could ascertain the cause of my symptoms.

Shortly thereafter began my descent into a living hell. The “bumps” on my skin migrated and increased in size and number and appeared on my skin in a linear and cyclical fashion. I also felt biting and crawling sensations in these areas, especially at night and the pain and itchiness was unbearable. When I closely examined these sites, I discovered what looked like clearly defined worms and eggs. In addition, I was also experiencing many severe symptoms in my organs and gastro-intestinal tract that were also indicative of parasites and I would often see what clearly looked like parasites and their eggs in my stool. It became increasingly obvious that my symptoms were due to parasites, yet I was completely baffled and frustrated because when I sought help from doctors, they could not detect them. Yet, what was revealed to me from all my research, personal experience and hearing other people’s experiences, shed some light on some reasons why:

  • There is much misinformation and lack of information on parasites that can be transmitted to humans.
  • Parasites are very “taboo” in the Western Culture and those that have the unfortunate fate to have them can often not be taken seriously.
  • Doctors receive very little education on parasites in Medical school in the U.S.
  • The methods and lab tests often used for detecting parasites are insufficient, extremely outdated and provide many false negatives.
  • The rise in the amount of world travel has greatly influenced the elusive nature of parasites. (Wherever people travel, so do their parasites)
  • Parasites are extremely resilient, adaptive and have the ability to mutate, building resistance to commonly prescribed medications.
  • Parasites are often referred to as the “great masqueraders”, often masking themselves to appear like common chronic illnesses and ailments.

I only had ONE Tropical Medicine Doctor in 2004 detect two different “nematodes” (parasites that live in the intestines and also migrate throughout the body) from the samples I collected. Although, the two anti-parasite medications he prescribed created quite the purge for over 5 months…they did not completely eradicate them (as I already had them for 6 years) and they came back with much force afterwards. (See “Medical Diagnosis” Link below for more info)

In addition, in 2021 I had a biologist/scientist analyze my samples three times and she also detected parasites and parasite eggs, yet she was not able to identify them.(see scientist letter link).

Since then, I have seen countless doctors from all specialties in Western Medicine, have had many different lab tests and have tried every anti-parasite pharmaceutical medication and ointment prescribed to me. I received some relief and brief moments of respite from Holistic/Alternative medicine and modalities…yet nothing completely eradicated the parasites. (Refer to Holistic/Medical modalities link)

Therefore, I have been tortured in my own skin for the last 25 years and have had no choice than to endure, manage and treat these extremely itchy and painful parasites on my own. I often felt like I had a combination of fire ants, needles, and poison oak all over my skin at the same time. As time progressed, my self-care regimen became all encompassing…as I spent most of my time in my “bathroom prison”, spending countless hours in the bathtub and tending to my skin. I was also constantly treating the internal parasites as well, doing all I could to eradicate them from my internal organs and intestines. *(A picture is worth a thousand words, if you feel so called please refer to the links of the pictures of my skin below)*

I am sure you can imagine what these experiences would do to someone. I literally felt like a, “woman in chains,” imprisoned and tortured in my own body. The trauma that ensued from my experience created quite havoc with my nervous system and my emotions, as I was constantly in survival mode. The parasites were like a poison tainting and affecting every aspect of my life…my once bright, optimistic and charismatic personality became overshadowed by all I had to endure.

Yet, through all this adversity I never gave up. I never lost my hope and my faith only grew as Spirit ALWAYS provided me with the comfort, support, guidance and assistance I needed and the next steps I needed to take to heal.

It became obvious that after more then two decades of extreme suffering and coming to a dead end with the medical system , that I needed to explore other options to heal. After much research and prayer, reflection on my positive experiences with Holistic Health/Alternative Remedies/herbs, etc., it became evident that I needed to go to Peru…especially as I had much faith in the power and efficacy of the plethora of the healing plants of the Amazonian Basin.

HEALING JOURNEY IN PERU:
Finally, in January 2021, I headed solo to Peru for (what I thought was only going to be) 3.5 months to receive my healing. Yet, the parasites were part of and interwoven deeply into my system, spirit, blood and entire body for 24+ years, therefore it took many different approaches, remedies and plants to unravel and heal my condition.
I went on many different strict diets, taking internally and applying topically various plant/flower/tree remedies which evoked quite the reaction… driving the parasites out of their hiding places and bringing them to the surface.It has been quite the tumultuous healing journey as my condition got way worse before it got better. When the deeper layers were exposed what exited my skin was absolutely horrifying!! I also have worked diligently to heal the energetic, spiritual and emotional aspects of my illness…and to heal those wounds in me that attracted this to me.

CURRENT STATE OF BEING:
It is very difficult to portray in words what it has taken for me to reach this point in my healing journey. The best way I can describe it is that I feel like a soldier who has been in a nonstop 25 year war and my body has been the battleground. I have spent HALF MY LIFE literally fighting for my life and it has taken every ounce of discipline, strength and faith I have had to make it to this point and to not go crazy !! I look back at what I have been through and sometimes I can’t even believe it! Yet…I am so grateful I was led to Peru as there is a drastic improvement in my condition, as 99% of my skin has cleared and I can finally see a light at the end of the tunnel!

CURRENT FINANCIAL NEED:
I am very fortunate to have very supportive and loving parents who have assisted in absorbing much of my financial burden for many years, as I was often not able to work. They even financed a large percentage of my healing quest in Peru.

Yet, this came to a halt around October as my parents are in their late 80’s and their cost of living has dramatically increased, preventing them from being able to continue to support me financially.

CURRENT PREDICAMENT:
Currently, I am in Peruvian Amazon…penniless, with no way to generate income or make it back to the States. I am staying at a friend’s house while I undergo the last phase of my treatment for the remaining parasites and the deep scars all over my skin. And we are struggling every day to keep up with the cost of living and to pay for my remedies. In addition, the house is very rustic and in very poor condition without a floor, full mosquito screening, clean water to bathe in or basic amenities (kitchen, bathroom, refrigerator) in a very unsanitary and harsh environment.

Since I have been at this location (5 months) my worst nightmare came true in December, as I contracted additional parasites while living here! And I am currently suffering intensely from what seems to be “Dengue Fever” caused by a mosquito bite. Unfortunately, this environment has negatively impacted the trajectory of my healing and puts me at great risk for contracting even more parasites and other illnesses.

Refer to links below: Photos/Description of Current Living Situation and Link to “new parasites/bites on feet

In addition, due to this being a temporary situation, I fear that I will soon be on the streets without the means to feed and care for myself. Moreover, I am still under a very strict and daily protocol that is pivotal for totally clearing my body , treating my scars, as well as healing, integrating and recovering from what has been an intense healing process. For these reasons, it is IMPERATIVE AND URGENT that I leave the jungle and move into a local hotel until my healing regimens are completed and I am completely clear of the parasites…as it’s imperative to have a safe, clean, and tranquil space to recuperate and stabilize in preparation to integrate back into the mundane world .

The combination of these factors mentioned have created an intense amount of anxiety for me and have had a very negative impact on my health and well being. I have sold everything possible of my belongings, have explored all other avenues of generating money as well as maxed out both of my credit cards. It is very difficult and humbling to ask for help from others, yet I really have no other choice!! I am in a VERY DESPERATE SITUATION. I plead for your compassion, prayers, support and if possible donations and/or services to support me through this very tenuous moment in my healing journey.

I assure you that any money donated will go towards my current bills, living, and healing expenses and applied to the cost of my healing protocol. The donations will also be applied to my reintegration into the mundane world, returning to America, and finally securing a stable place to call home ( I haven’t had a stable home for 3 years) while I gather myself to be self-sustaining. In addition, if I raise enough funds, I will return as much of it as possible to my parents to compensate them for everything they have so selflessly donated to my cause all these years.

Link to breakdown of my expenses: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1-nfrTCXI-djICb...

IN CLOSING:

I truly thank you from the bottom of my heart for taking the time to read all of this and for considering assisting me in attaining this long awaited healing!! I am confident that all I have experienced, overcome, transformed, learned, and processed throughout my healing process, in addition to my Master’s Degree in Transpersonal & Somatic (body centered) Psychology, will then provide me with the ability to be of support to others which has always been my hope and prayer. So you helping me will enable me to then in turn help others. Yet, it’s imperative that I must heal myself first!

I pray that my experience inspires others and touches people’s hearts and that my healing impacts the collective in positive ways in this huge transformation we are all currently experiencing globally.

I will be posting updates on the progress of my healing and links to my blog and social media. I am also happy to answer any questions as well.

*If you are unable to donate funds at this time…I also have attached a link to a list of requested services and referrals (under “Service Donations”) that would also be of great assistance to me. Please also forward this post.

Many warm blessings to you and your loved ones and thank you again from the bottom of my heart!!! And may all you give, be returned to you 1,000 fold!!!!

In much gratitude!!!
Kiki

LINKS:

Medical Diagnosis of Parasites (2004) https://docs.google.com/document/d/10eQylWRmCJw1dN...

Scientist Detects Parasites in Specimens: https://docs.google.com/document/d/14RQ0H4s_OMpFRI...

Holistic/Medical Modalities: https://docs.google.com/document/d/14RQ0H4s_OMpFRI...

Current Living Situation: https://docs.google.com/document/d/153DCOLjB1Spl82...

Kiki Educational Background: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1r2544eEz-rezyi...

Testimonials: https://docs.google.com/document/d/13oe_o7p0WjjwKM...

Service Donations Requests: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1EQ0mHekYVOG-pu...

LINKS TO PHOTOS:

**Please note that these pictures are pretty graphic and not meant for those that are sensitive*

Pics Skin June-Oct ‘21: https://photos.app.goo.gl/XnkryvKJbGi7Dkdz5

Skin Pics Jan ‘22-(Arrival in Peru) https://photos.app.goo.gl/fn7XeHgFSSaQUfun7

Skin Pics June-July ‘22: https://photos.app.goo.gl/fn7XeHgFSSaQUfun7

Pics Skin Aug ‘22: https://photos.app.goo.gl/fn7XeHgFSSaQUfun7

Pics Sept ‘22: https://photos.app.goo.gl/QzKz6KA3rNQP63rA8

Pics Oct ‘22: https://photos.app.goo.gl/1bpHHW7ZNVVDQZ4X7

Pics Nov ‘22: https://photos.app.goo.gl/1bpHHW7ZNVVDQZ4X7

Skin pics 12/22: https://photos.app.goo.gl/9RLRfLHcmNn6zzCr7

Pics of Additional Foot Injury/Parasites: 12/22-1/23 https://photos.app.goo.gl/wMwuBKKGjE7jn7GT7

Pics of *new parasites on legs and arm & Plant Treatments: (1/23) https://photos.app.goo.gl/f5aJ6PMHDAvg8unZ6

Pics of Plant Treatments for Foot/Legs: https://photos.app.goo.gl/jiRcJv9RnxCsMsKA7

Pics of Plants used for foot treatments: https://photos.app.goo.gl/qt6kD2GUwKnyUpHU8

Pics of Current House/surroundings: https://photos.app.goo.gl/qt6kD2GUwKnyUpHU8

Most Recent Pics of Skin:
https://share.icloud.com/photos/0a7_B4LpZPyQaDXC6nfbIfFBA


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Amazonia Anaconda Snakeskin hand crafted bracelets made from local artist in Peru

~These beautifully handcrafted bracelets were hand made from a majestic, 25 foot-long “Green Anaconda” from the Amazon (that died from natural causes.) ~ These bracelets are very potent talismans, providing you with protection and grounding energy. They also emanate the qualities of transformation, rebirth, transmutation, and healing. Snake medicine also represents female wisdom, power,fertility, intuition and regeneration. ~The backside of the anaconda skin is glued to leather and is durably, hand stitched together with waxed string in various colors. ~There are 1-2 easy slide clasps that are made from same colored waxed string as the stitching and is adjustable according to the width of your wrist. ~They are very lightweight and comfortable. ~ They can also be special ordered…you choose the size and color of the stitching. ~The purchase of these bracelets will help to support costs of my healing regimen while here in Peru and are hand made by my dear friend who is an artist. ~These unique and beautifully handcrafted bracelets were hand made from a majestic, 25 foot-long “Green Anaconda” from the Peruvian Amazon (that died from natural causes.) ~ These bracelets are very potent talismans, providing you with protection and grounding energy. They also emanate the qualities of transformation, rebirth, transmutation, and healing. Snake medicine also represents female wisdom, power, fertility, intuition and regeneration. ~The backside of the anaconda skin is glued to genuine leather and is durably, hand stitched together with waxed string in various colors. ~There are 1-2 easy slide clasps that are made from same colored waxed string as the stitching and is adjustable according to the width of your wrist. ~They are very lightweight and comfortable. ~For men, women and children

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Handmaid Anaconda wallets

These beautifully handcrafted one of a kind genuine anaconda wallets have inside, 10 credit card/ ID inserts, zipper for coins and two compartments along the length of wallet for bills. They are triple stitched around the edges with natural waxed string and the wallet has a lot of integrity, as they do not bend easily.

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  • Donna Felich
  • Donated on Jun 01, 2023
$50.00
  • Tricia Fortina
  • Donated on May 31, 2023
$50.00
  • Anonymous
  • Donated on May 30, 2023
$100.00
Aug 31

Newest pictures of healed skin 👍

Update posted by Kiki Murray at 11:12 pm
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what a huge difference, huh?!!I am so happy to move on with my life!! Thank the Lord!! 🙏😅🙇🏻‍♀️👏💖👍

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Aug 31

Good news! Skin has healed 99%!!

Update posted by Kiki Murray at 09:59 pm

Well good news…the treatments internally and externally have worked amazingly well! My skin is 99% clear and the scars and discoloration in my skin are also clearing up. My intestines have also undergone quite the purging…and the symptoms of the internal parasites have subsided immensely as well. The shift is

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May 10

Finally healed from Dengue Fever 🥵

Update posted by Kiki Murray at 07:13 pm

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May 10

🙏💖🙌✌️A huge THANK YOU!!!

Update posted by Kiki Murray at 07:10 pm

I just want to thank everyone who has contributed…it touches my heart deeply to feel cared for and to receive assistance!!! . I know that everyone is struggling financially these days…and to donate in spite of this is truly heartwarming to me. Thanks so much!!

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14 donors
  • Donna Felich
  • Donated on Jun 01, 2023
$50.00
  • Tricia Fortina
  • Donated on May 31, 2023
$50.00
  • Anonymous
  • Donated on May 30, 2023
$100.00
  • Center For World Networking
  • Donated on May 29, 2023
  • Dear Kiki We are sending you light to heal you and hold you. Many Prayers and Blessings for your total healing.

$250.00
  • Guest
  • Donated on May 29, 2023
$25.00
  • Freesia Raine
  • Donated on May 29, 2023
  • Sending healing vibes to you, Kiki. I know quite intimately the body's miraculous potential to heal even the most awful conditions we may face. Keep following your inner wisdom and staying grateful, as I know you are! And know that Guru's Grace surrounds you.

$50.00
  • Jessika Georges
  • Donated on May 27, 2023
$80.00
  • V
  • Donated on May 20, 2023
  • 💗

$111.00
  • Karla Galdamez
  • Donated on May 10, 2023
$150.00
  • Celia Alvarez
  • Donated on May 09, 2023
  • Bless you Kiki on this journey, may all that is needed be provided, surrounding you in love and light

$50.00
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