Help Jessie afford for sex reassignment surgery

hello everyone my name is Jessie and i am mentally disabled indian transgender woman currently living in Malaysia. i am on medication for my Bpd and anxiety and depression and diagnosed with gender dysphoria since childhood, I am start my hormone replacement therapy at the age of 17 years old i was not completed my high school due to discrimination, bullying, transphobic, harassment in my secondary school and i was kicked out by my brother and father when i was 16 years old for trying to live as full time woman as i am now so i had to overcome a lot of adversity and childhood traumatic experience. my life has been such a struggle. i have been working tirelessly to afford my Hormones Replacement therapy which costly about 300 for month and also for all my expenses including rent for house and food and many more as well including a seeing a mental health therapist every month for counseling and medication. unfortunately in malaysia the government provides no financial assistance for transgender people, must undergo expensive medical procedures in foreign country Thailand to live in the body they're meant to live in the body thet're meant to live in. The surgery expenses can total around $15000 and i really need the expenses so i can pay for not only sex reassignment surgery but for the plane ticket to get there and the surgery itself and i am going to need a lot of medical supplies while i am healing as i'm probably going to need diapers for few weeks after undergone gender reassignment surgery is not a joke it is life saving i am on limited income i only get 400 a month from my ssl so its really hard to be able to save for my surgery when i am constantly flooded with the bills. Do you know how expensive is my gender reassignment surgery with transphobic parents unable to help me. i can't think of a surgery that is more expensive. i really need help so i can achieve this goal with in my youth in my lifetime. i need the surgery so much it will be life saving because i do not wanna live in my 30s and 40s without a video i have cried so much many nights wishing God will help take the dysphoria away. Funding my transition and it will cover the following *my appointment for the letters of proofing gender confirmation surgery. *paying for my travel expenses to thailand. *paying for the surgery and anesthesia fees. *paying for hotel for me to stay in after i get my surgery. *covering my pain medications. *paying for medical supplies i desperately need while healing like diapers and medical sterilization kits so i do not get an infection. please help share or donate to my gogetfunding i want to finally feel like i'm in the right body i have been suffering since i was 7 years old from gender dysphoria. please help me feel complete as the woman i am and always wanted to be. Thank you so much for reading this i wisg to tell more but i don't know how to write anyway please help me to afford for my surgery to get the vagina i always wanted. Thank you all so much i love you all. ♥️♥️