Help Hanna

IT IS 3.45 AT MORNING,I AM SLOWLY OPENING MY TIRED MIND TO MEET REALITY …
WOW IT IS PAINFULL- EVERY DAY – AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN …
YES … I DO NOT WANT TO AWAKE AND OPEN MY EYES .. I DON’T WANT TO …

LETS BREATH AND START TO ANOTHER DAY IN “HANNA BLACK ROOM”…

MY LIFE MOTTO WAS,IS AND ALWAYS WILL BE :
MIRACLES HAPPENS BUT YOU NEED TO MOVE YOU’RE A…S !!!!
I DO BELIVE IN IT BECOUSE IT IS NOT THE FIRST TIME I AM IN DEEP, DEEP TRUBLES …

MY NAME IS HANNA – I AM POLISH 54 YEARSA OLD LADY LIVING WITH MY CANADIAN HUSBAND DENIS IN STRATHROY,ON,CANADA.
WE RENT 3- BEDROOM FARM HOUSE ON THE PROPERTY ABOUT 1 ACRE…
WE MOVED HERE 5 YEARS AGO AND WE DO ENJOY EVERY MINUTES OF COUNTRY LIVING – THIS IS IT !!!!
WE DID A LOT OF FLOWRES BEDS,FANCY FENCES,PLANTED BIRCH TREE , CHERRY TREE AND SOME BUSHES AND OF COURSE WE DO HAVE NICE VEGGI GARDEN. WE DID ALSO A LOT OF IMPROOVMENT IN AND OUT THE HOUSE WITH OUR OWN MANEY BECOUSE OUR LANDLORD IS NOT ABOUT TO GIVE US HELP AT ALL …
WE TREAT OUR HOUSE AS IT IS OUR OWN …
WE HAVE 4 CATS IN THE HOUSE – I AM A CRAZY CAT MAMA- THEY ARE OUR FURRY BABIES : OSCAR,CALICHCO,CLEO AND GIZMO.. WE LOVE THEM VERY MUCH..
DENIS IS TILE STTER WORKIN ON CONSTRACTION FOR HIMSELF AND ME – I AM HOUSE WIFE WORKING AROUND MY HOUSE …
WE USED TO BE SO HEALTHY,HAPPY AND EVRYTHING WAS GOING REALY GOOD TILL MAY 2016 …

YES I WILL NEVER FORGOT THAT DAY … LET SEE IF I AM REMEMBER IT GOOD ,LET SEE….

LETS TAKE A RETROSPECTIVE TOUR …
IT IS 11TH MAY 2016 ABOUT 5-6PM- I AM IN MY GARDENS OF COURSE DOING SOME WEEDING AND WATERING .
I AM FINE OK,MAYBE NOT SO FEELING VERY GOOD LAST 2 WEEKS BUT OK WHEN YOU CROSS 50 YOU DO NOT ASPECT TO FEEL LIKE TEENAGER ANYMORE,WRIGHT?
I AM ACYUALY SUSPECT THAT I DO MIGHT HAVE SHINGELS SO I WAS AT FAMILY DOC 2 DAYS AGO AND TODAY AT MORNING I DID MY BLOOD TEST.
SUDENLY I CAN HEAR MY HUSBAND TALKING ON CELL AND CALLING ME … HANNA ,HANNA FAST COME HERE…
WE NEED TO GO TO THR HOSPITAL – HE SAID ,IMMIDIETLY – THAT RASH ON YOUR BELLY THAT WILL BE YOUR FROM YOUR KIDNEY, THEY SAYING YOUR BLOOD TEST SHOWING KERATININE LEVEL AT 1500 !!!!
IN THAT MONENT I DID CRIED I WAS SCARED ; WHAT IS HAPPENING …
SO WE DO RUSH TO HOSPITAL AND I DID STAYED THER FOR 2 LONG WEEKS ….LONG 2 WEEKS…
DURING THAT TIME MY FANTASTIC DOCTORS DISCOVERED THAT MY BLADDER WAS NOT EMPYING ITSELF TO THE END SO THE LEFTOVERS OF URINE KICKED BECK TO THE KIDNEY AND ALMOST DESTROYED THEM/AT THE MOMENT WHEN I EXIT HOSPITAL FOR RECOVERY AT HOME MY KIDNYE WERE WORKING IN 15% ONLY … SCARY!
THE WORST PART IS TO BE HOME IS NOT SO EASY BECOUSE I DO NOT HAVE YET MY HEALTH CARD AND WE NEED TO PAY FOR EVERYTHING … HOSPITAL,DOCTORS APPOITMENTS, MEDICINES,SOME NURE SERVICES AND MEDICAL SUPPLIES – THAT IS A LOT …
I CAN NOT APPLY FOR ANY SOCIAL HELP WITHOUT MY IMMIGRATION APPLICATION FINISHED AND APPROVED ...

AT HOME I DID WLL DROPING KERATONINE LEVEL TO 560 AND STILL IMPROOVING ..
I DO HAVE 2 NETHROSTOMY TUBES AND CATHERER IN MY BODY BUT SO WHAT I AM STEEL ALIVE AND I AM NOT GIVING UP – IT IS NOT MY TIMR TO GO – NOT YET …NOT YET …

NO,NO,NO THIS IS NOT THE END OF MY TROUBLES BUT JUST A BEGINNING …THERE IS SOME MORE … AND MORE …

ABOUT ONE MONTH AGO MY HUSBAND DENIS WAS FINISHING BEAUTIFULL BATHROO FOR GUY IN LONDON – ALL IN WHITE MARBLE – VERY ELEGANT AN JUST FANTASTIC WORK – HE DID MOVE VERY HEAVY CABINET THERE FEW TIMES BY HIMSELF AND START COMPLAINING ABOT LIGHT PAIN IN HIS RIGHT SIED OF BOTTOM BELLY …
THAT WILL BE A PUUED MUSCEL OR SOMETHING LIKE THET WE WERE THINKING …..
NO NO NO IT WAS SOMETHING SO SUPRISING AND DRAMATICLY MAJER …
DENIS DID HIS BLOOD TEST AND XRAY SO DOCOR SUGGEST SCAN TEST AND THEN ANOTHER ONE …
AT 28TH OF JULAY 2016 ME AND MY HUSBAND FOUNDED OURSELF SITTING IN FAMILY DOC OFFICE AND WAITINF FOR RESOLUS
CANCE,CANCER,CANCER …. THAT WAS THE WORD WHAT WE WERE HEARING … COLON CANCER AND SOME CHANGES ON LIVER AND LUNGS !!!!!
WHAT !?!?! ……

P.S. YESTERDAY WE HAD AN APPOITMENT WITH DENISE'S DOC AT HOSPITAL - VERDICT ...
"BLACK ROOM"
- 6 MONTHS TO LIVE AND MAYBE MORE WITH CHEMO AND KETS CONCENTRATE ON QUALITY OF DENIS'S LIFE NOW - YHIS IS IS !!!!

I AM RAISING THAT MONEY FOR DENIS AND MY HEALTH ...
WE GONNA PAY OFF DEBTS AND MAKE HIS LAST MOMENTS COMFORTABLE ...
WE GONNA SUPPORT MY PRESENT MEDICAL EXPENSES TILL MY HEALTH CARD WILL BE READY
WE NEED TO ACT FAST - AS YOU SEE THERE IS NO MUCH TIME !!!!
HAVING STABIL FINANCIAL SYTUATION MEANS EVRYTHING FOR ME NOW SO I CAN CONCENTRATE ON MY HUSBAND ONLY ...

ME AND MY HUSBAND WILL BE VERY THANFUL FOR ANY KIND OF HELP ...
GOD BLESS..
I KNOW THANK YOU IS NOT ENOUTH ...

My husband pass away 25 september 2016....
Now I really need some help with all my health issues and immigration in process.... and I realy desperate....

But I am sure there is some good people who gonna help me .....!!!!!!
Please help me servive few months before I will have my immigration documentation ready becouse now I can not even have any social support ... nothing!!!!

Thank you for reading my story ...
WITH ALL MY RESPECT - HANNA