Hi my name is Melissa and I am in desperate need of a new fresh start.
I have lost my way in life and trying to get my life back together again. I have been struggling all my life with depression and bipolar. I lost my son due to a misdiagnosed illness he was only 4 months old. He was sent home from the doctor with what he diagnosed as a common cold and the next day suffered a seizure. Turned out to be viral menengitis which attacked his brain. Then lost my best friend and whole world, my mother due to lung cancer that spread to her brain she was gone 3 months after diagnosed. Without her I spiraled downhill and completely lost myself. I have developed social anxiety which has affected me to the point of not being able to work or leave my house without panick attacks. I fell behind in everything. I was evicted June 30th. I am now homeless and lost all of my belongings since I had nowhere to store anything. I have no other family and not many friends. My cat is currently staying with a friend of my mom's but cannot stay long she has other cats and a dog.
I found a place that I feel I could be happy living in I need to raise a full months rent, full damage deposit ,hook up fees and payment for arrears for my utilities. I found a support group and a grief councilor and will be able to get financial help once i have an address and a doctor. I am ready to try and move on with my life. I know they would want me to. Any help to reach my goal would be appreciated. Thank you so much