Recovering from years of pain

For years i suffered from various illnesses that have stranded me to live at home not being able to venture out of the house, i'm in terrible pain and my only escape is painting and drawing. Ilnesses such polyneuropathy, myopathy, tachycardia, obesity, pulmonary insufficiency and many more. I was diagnosticated in 2001 with polyneuropathy and since then the problems just kept stacking up. In 2003 i made a biobsy and the doctors found that due to my systemic vasculitis my muscles were severly affected and so did my nerves resulting in constant pain, bleeding, breathing problems and these problems are just the base of all my pain. As i stated, walking to the bathroom is becoming an tiring action therefore i can't imagine myself lasting for long outdoors but miss doing things that i love. I always worked hard, loved working a lot actually and these things make me sad to the point of depression, and i can't do anything about it. I wish to get better, my wife works full time and even so we're barely coping. My son even went to work at the age of 16 for a year so he can contribute and even my daughter. Before my health issues i was the only one working and nobody had to worry even though i was exploited by my contractors because they knew i would work for any amount of time to provide for my family. My wife is exausted now because she works all day long just to pay the bills. My daughter wanted to go to England to study and she made it, that meant w needed to put away most of our money to help her find a place to stay. Soon we'll need to raise money again to pay for her rent. Staying at home i started drawing, knowing i had talent and tat made the time pass much faster and at this date i have hundreds of drawings, paintings and sketches, if you are interested i've put a link to my blog and would happily sell copies of them if you're interested so i can raise more money. It is almost impossible to get a treatment that would actually help me here in Romania without a good amount of money, time and stress. So that's why i'm reaching out for help, i'm honestly in despair and our income is decreasing every day due to the political constraints. Thank you for taking into consideration my request!

A link to my blog if you're interested to see some of my drawings and paintings: https://acrilice-pointpen.blogspot.ro/